A new day as always

Assalamualaikum and a happy good morning,

today i wake up at 8 a.m ( Suboh prayed already) , hoping for a fine day today. what i mean by fine is i can accomplished what i am supposed to do- mostly atleast. i have to study and do some revisions for my coming exam that is near the corner of this month.

well talk about yesterday, i am pretty sad because i went through the Card Signing worst. i am blurred, confiused and dissappointed of myself. what happenned actually, the lecturer asking me about some nerves and what did the nerves do.

me : (what did they do?) urm they actually flexed and extended the elbow
lecturer : no you are wrong.
me : hurm? ( confiused and again confiused and confiused)

i wont tell further details, but the main thing i got a very poor grade - grade that i really deserved it. it is a very mentally challenge experience, where everyone looking at you and laughing due to your 'stupidiness'. its hard to accept. really.

However, i did evaluated myself. my major mistake is i did not understand what the base of the queastion itself. when i keep evaluate myself after the 'incidence' (its not an accident because i can really prevent it) till i back home. well, the answer for that easy question can be divided into certain parts. a) what muscles did they supply b) what are the course of the nerves. if the lecturer specifically ask me based on the 2 parts i mentioned before, i could certainly answer it right.

keeping evaluating, my life is not about 'if''... 'if' really presents, life will be simple and as abc. But the truth of reality is, life is not about 'if'. its about learning lessons and do not repeat it again. well thats mean life is much complicated and interesting. i have to face it with a big heart. in positive thinking, this bad incidence happened really motivated me to improve, and keep studying for the coming examination. 'if' i get a good result, i will be much overconfident. right?

i just want to say to the lecturer yesterday,
' thank you. you give me much lessons that i will never forget'

talking about today. i am going to start studying. no more playing around. when we need to be serious, we have to. so do i.

last but not least, the lesson is, if u did not understand the question, reask the question for better understanding- for your/me benefit.

thank you.
all the best all.

7/5/2011
MeA

The first time.

Assalamualaikum and peace upon you,

so this is the first time i am blogging, or i can say that it is the first time i write something not for examination, nor some kind of formal letter to family/MARA/RCSI.

couples of month before, there is a friend of mine asking me about blogging. do you want to know what is my response?

" i had better spend my time on playing games or sleep rather wasting time on blogging"

after all people have a right for what they are doing. ,)

well the reasons why i started to blog are to start giving of opinions, and to share my knowledge and some experiences. furthermore, i think when i do this blogging, i can express my feelings naturally. ( maybe there is a talent in me ) ,)

maybe because my handwriting a bit.... (a lower bit than good, ask yourselves) so i had no intention on writing for leisure.hahah if i want, i really can give thousands of reason for not blogging-ever.

fortunately, here i am. blogging in the middle of night. i have no sense telling story for the sake of making people
laugh, or happy or even cry. i wanted to post something that really comes from the bottom of my heart, hopefully i can be more sincere in my life. i have reasons for it, shall not tell by now. ,)

in a nutshell, whoever found this blog, i hope atleast this blog can give some benefits to you - so you are not wasting yourself here. i acknowledge all of ur time here.

thats all for tonight,
jzkk and a very good night i wish to all.
thank you.
6/5/2011
MeA

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